
每天深夜常常坐在床上讀書,這是多年的習慣。遙想年少十五,與父親江邊漫步,在後山坐觀星光,深夜一起吃麵。他做的宮爆雞丁和小酥肉,真的是一級美味,我們家裏還有八個動物的烤餅機,這些都讓我永誌難忘。10歲那年,父親得了癌症,我wo夜ye夜ye從cong睡shui夢meng中zhong驚jing醒xing,我wo怕pa他ta突tu然ran離li我wo而er去qu。而er那na時shi中zhong國guo醫yi療liao還hai很hen落luo後hou,我wo眼yan睜zheng睜zheng地di看kan著zhe我wo深shen愛ai的de人ren要yao離li開kai我wo,我wo卻que無wu能neng為wei力li。後hou來lai我wo真zhen的de失shi去qu了le父fu親qin,無wu人ren可ke以yi陪pei伴ban,故gu遇yu見jian困kun難nan,即ji時shi自zi閉bi,心xin胸xiong翳yi痛tong,萬wan箭jian穿chuan心xin。我wo做zuo不bu到dao節jie哀ai順shun變bian。我wo隻zhi願yuan與yu獨du處chu相xiang安an,與yu萬wan事shi言yan和he。2019年金秋十月,我與方子出差德國。我們22天拜訪了30家著名醫院69位關鍵學術領袖。每天清晨和午後我們在德國兩個城市奔跑,穿著中式旗袍去醫院開會。在堪稱美麗的城市裏,在陽光下的咖啡廳。這世界自有待我如珠如寶的人,從頭到尾,我都是一個簡單的故事,太陽照在我的臉上,暖氣洋洋,美不可擋……年nian少shao時shi我wo也ye曾zeng假jia設she過guo上shang千qian次ci,未wei來lai我wo會hui做zuo什shen麼me樣yang的de工gong作zuo?我wo會hui在zai什shen麼me樣yang的de情qing況kuang下xia遇yu見jian他ta們men,在zai一yi個ge有you月yue亮liang的de夜ye晚wan,在zai一yi片pian紫zi色se的de沙sha灘tan,在zai人ren潮chao洶xiong湧yong的de大da街jie,在zai一yi個ge喝he香xiang檳bin的de晚wan宴yan,在zai大da學xue的de演yan講jiang廳ting,在zai公gong司si的de會hui議yi室shi……可是沒有,我一直沒遇見他們,最後在2014nianyidiandoumeiyouzhunbeideqingkuangxiawozaideguoyujianletamen。tamendequeduyiwuer,tamendequeshiwodezhiyi,shiyehuoban。wobuhuiwangjitamen,yiwanniandoubuhui。zhendeshiliangchenmeijingnaihetian……2023年9月快來到了,青山白水,後會有期!見一次麵吧,在9月16日28度的中國海濱城市廈門。
I often sit on the bed reading late at night, which has been a habit for many years. I recall when I was fifteen, walking by the river with my father, sitting in the back mountain watching the stars, and eating noodles together late at night. The Kung Pao Chicken and Crispy Pork Slices he made are really first-class delicacy. We even had a Chinese pancake maker with eight animals as the pattern on it. These are all unforgettable memories for me. When I was 10, my father was diagnosed with cancer. Every night I woke up from sleep afraid he would leave me at any moment. At that time, China's medical system was still underdeveloped. There was nothing I could do but to watch helplessly that the person I loved was about to leave me. After I lost my father, no one supported me. Every time I encountered difficulties, I shut down myself immediately, with all hard feelings inside and feel like my heart being shot by thousands of arrows. It’s difficult for me to accept the reality and move on. All I can do is to enjoy solitude and reconcile with everything. In the golden autumn of 2019, I went on a business trip to Germany with Helen. During the 22-day trip, we visited 69 key academic leaders in 30 renowned hospitals. Every morning and afternoon, we shuttled between cities in Germany, wearing traditional Chinese Qipao to meet the experts at the hospitals. No matter in beautiful cities or at the cafes bathed in sunshine. There will be someone who treats me as a treasure. Looking back at my whole life, it is a quite simple story. I like it when the sun is shining on my face, lighting up my day with warmth and beauty. When I was young, I also imagined thousands of times what kind of job I would have in the future, and under what circumstances I will meet them. On a moonlit night, on a purple beach, on a crowded street, at a champagne dinner party, in a university lecture hall, or in a business conference room...But no, I hadn't met them all along, and finally in 2014, without any preparation, I met them in Germany. They are indeed unique. They are indeed my confidants and business partners. I will never forget them, not even in ten thousand years. Why does Heaven give us brilliant day and dazzling sight yet not enough time to spend together...September 2023 is around the corner. The green mountains remain unchanged, the clear waters continue to flow, until we meet again. Let us meet on Sept. 16 in the coastal city of Xiamen, China with a comfortable temperature of 28℃.
