富貴三春景，平安兩字金

今年除夕我為父親訂的點心，真正的中式糕點
，從浙江郵寄過來

，今天放在他遺相麵前
，他應該會很開心。1月21日父親去世已經25周年了。我每天都在想念他。《尋夢環遊記》中說：“真正的死亡，是這世上再沒有人記得你。” 所以記得
，就是活著。他說我長大了應該穿真絲旗袍
，戴珍珠耳環。所以我訂製了60多條手工旗袍。整日戴著一幅Mikimoto的de珍zhen珠zhu耳er環huan。我wo常chang常chang想xiang他ta若ruo活huo著zhe，我wo會hui帶dai著zhe他ta乘cheng漢han莎sha航hang空kong去qu德de國guo走zou走zou。我wo陪pei他ta住zhu最zui好hao酒jiu店dian
，請qing他ta吃chi米mi其qi林lin大da餐can，陪pei他ta去qu古gu老lao的de咖ka啡fei廳ting
，我wo們men手shou挽wan手shou在zai萊lai茵yin河he畔pan散san步bu。他ta是shi我wo的de男nan神shen
，也ye是shi我wo的de靠kao山shan。我wo父fu親qin是shi一yi個ge活huo得de特te別bie通tong透tou的de人ren，他ta把ba重zhong慶qing黃黃金jin地di段duan渝yu中zhong區qu棗zao子zi嵐lan埡ya78號的一幢別墅給了國家，當年國家安置了九戶人家住在裏麵長達幾十年。1987年(nian)他(ta)工(gong)作(zuo)的(de)中(zhong)國(guo)水(shui)電(dian)八(ba)局(ju)有(you)福(fu)利(li)房(fang)可(ke)買(mai)，他(ta)卻(que)沒(mei)有(you)買(mai)房(fang)，他(ta)這(zhe)一(yi)生(sheng)都(dou)沒(mei)有(you)自(zi)已(yi)的(de)房(fang)子(zi)。他(ta)卻(que)從(cong)來(lai)沒(mei)有(you)覺(jiao)得(de)他(ta)過(guo)得(de)不(bu)好(hao)，我(wo)們(men)的(de)三(san)口(kou)之(zhi)家(jia)過(guo)得(de)無(wu)比(bi)幸(xing)福(fu)，我(wo)人(ren)生(sheng)的(de)高(gao)光(guang)時(shi)刻(ke)就(jiu)是(shi)在(zai)貴(gui)州(zhou)烏(wu)江(jiang)小(xiao)鎮(zhen)的(de)童(tong)年(nian)時(shi)光(guang)。他(ta)離(li)開(kai)我(wo)們(men)已(yi)經(jing)25年(nian)了(le)

，還(hai)有(you)這(zhe)麼(me)多(duo)人(ren)懷(huai)念(nian)他(ta)，因(yin)為(wei)他(ta)從(cong)來(lai)都(dou)明(ming)白(bai)錢(qian)財(cai)畢(bi)竟(jing)是(shi)身(shen)外(wai)之(zhi)物(wu)。我(wo)們(men)最(zui)重(zhong)要(yao)的(de)是(shi)生(sheng)命(ming)和(he)真(zhen)正(zheng)的(de)人(ren)生(sheng)。我(wo)真(zhen)的(de)希(xi)望(wang)可(ke)以(yi)終(zhong)生(sheng)工(gong)作(zuo)，因(yin)為(wei)我(wo)的(de)工(gong)作(zuo)可(ke)以(yi)幫(bang)助(zhu)和(he)影(ying)響(xiang)每(mei)一(yi)家(jia)中(zhong)國(guo)三(san)甲(jia)醫(yi)院(yuan)和(he)願(yuan)意(yi)進(jin)步(bu)的(de)優(you)秀(xiu)醫(yi)生(sheng)。地(di)球(qiu)自(zi)轉(zhuan)億(yi)萬(wan)年(nian)，世(shi)上(shang)分(fen)日(ri)夜(ye)，夏(xia)至(zhi)太(tai)陽(yang)照(zhao)在(zai)北(bei)回(hui)歸(gui)線(xian)上(shang)
，日(ri)長(chang)夜(ye)短(duan)，冬(dong)至(zhi)則(ze)相(xiang)反(fan)。為(wei)什(shen)麼(me)人(ren)類(lei)隻(zhi)能(neng)在(zai)這(zhe)奇(qi)異(yi)星(xing)球(qiu)上(shang)短(duan)暫(zan)存(cun)活(huo)幾(ji)十(shi)載(zai)？卻(que)還(hai)要(yao)受(shou)盡(jin)各(ge)種(zhong)苦(ku)楚(chu)？生(sheng)命(ming)為(wei)什(shen)麼(me)這(zhe)樣(yang)吃(chi)苦(ku)？隻(zhi)因(yin)人(ren)心(xin)貪(tan)婪(lan)。所(suo)以(yi)我(wo)們(men)要(yao)把(ba)每(mei)一(yi)天(tian)每(mei)一(yi)刻(ke)的(de)時(shi)光(guang)過(guo)好(hao)。因(yin)為(wei)生(sheng)命(ming)僅(jin)此(ci)一(yi)次(ci)，無(wu)比(bi)珍(zhen)貴(gui)。我(wo)就(jiu)是(shi)要(yao)這(zhe)個(ge)世(shi)界(jie)有(you)一(yi)束(shu)光(guang)為(wei)我(wo)而(er)打(da)，我(wo)就(jiu)是(shi)要(yao)有(you)一(yi)個(ge)舞(wu)台(tai)為(wei)我(wo)而(er)亮(liang)，我(wo)就(jiu)是(shi)要(yao)這(zhe)個(ge)世(shi)界(jie)上(shang)有(you)一(yi)些(xie)人(ren)為(wei)我(wo)而(er)來(lai)，這(zhe)非(fei)常(chang)非(fei)常(chang)重(zhong)要(yao)。2023年來了，富貴三春景，平安兩字金，願天下所有人新春吉祥。萬事盡頭，終將如意。

I ordered some authentic Chinese pastry mailed from Zhejiang province for my father this New Year’s Eve. He would have been happy seeing his favorite. He has been gone for 25 years, and I miss him every day. There’s a quote in the movie Coco. "The real death is that no one in the world remembers you." Death is not the end of life, forgetting is. He used to say that I would grow up as a lady dressed in silk Qipao, wearing pearl earrings. And I still remember his words today, and that's why I customize more than 60 hand-made Qipao and always wear a pair of pearl earrings from Mikimoto. If he were still with us, we would travel to Germany via Lufthansa, stay in the luxury hotel, enjoy a Michelin feast, take a sip in an old Café, and walk hands in hands along the Rhine. My father is my hero, my backup.My father is a man with great wisdom. He donated his property, a mansion in prime location in Chongqing, to the local government, where the government resettled nine families in for decades. In 1987, SinoHydro Engineering Bureau 8 Co., Ltd, where my father used to work at, launched government-subsidized housing, but he did not buy one, or own any property his whole life. However, he is very content with his life. Our family of three had a happy life in a small town of Wujiang in Guizhou province, which I cherish the most.My father has been gone for 25 years, until today there are still many people missing him. I know he's a man who counts money for little, and he thinks nothing is more important than living a real life, and this helps shape my life philosophy. I hope that I can work for a lifetime to help every ambitious and excellent doctor and each Grade Three Level A hospital in China. The Earth has been rotating for billions of years, and the world is divided into days and nights. The Earth orbits the Sun making longer days and shorter nights in summer and vice versa in winter. Humans live a short life on this beautiful planet, but some of them live with pain and hates. Why? Because they have a greedy heart. And that’s why we should cherish every day of our life because we only live once. All I want is that there is a beam of light especially lighting up for me, that there is a stage specially set up for me and that there are people especially coming up for me. Wealth flows like water, Peace stands like gold, 2023 is here, and I wish all a happy Chinese New Year and everything will be okay in the end.