
父親的工作單位是從 “401 信箱” 的保密代號開始的。新中國建成的時候,國家就提出了未來要建設四個現代化。1987年我的父親就對我說:“我們的國家未來要實現四個現代化了:就是樓上樓下電燈電話。”國家危亡,中華民國28年(nian)最(zui)寒(han)冷(leng)的(de)冬(dong)天(tian)。國(guo)家(jia)身(shen)處(chu)黑(hei)暗(an),父(fu)親(qin)獨(du)自(zi)一(yi)人(ren)從(cong)重(zhong)慶(qing)北(bei)上(shang)參(can)加(jia)了(le)抗(kang)日(ri)名(ming)將(jiang)傅(fu)作(zuo)義(yi)將(jiang)軍(jun)的(de)部(bu)隊(dui)。父(fu)親(qin)參(can)加(jia)了(le)中(zhong)華(hua)民(min)族(zu)史(shi)上(shang)最(zui)慘(can)烈(lie)的(de)抗(kang)日(ri)戰(zhan)爭(zheng)。他(ta)們(men)的(de)每(mei)一(yi)次(ci)行(xing)動(dong)都(dou)可(ke)能(neng)是(shi)他(ta)人(ren)生(sheng)最(zui)後(hou)一(yi)次(ci)。他(ta)們(men)的(de)每(mei)一(yi)次(ci)出(chu)戰(zhan)都(dou)抱(bao)著(zhe)必(bi)死(si)的(de)決(jue)心(xin)。當(dang)年(nian)曾(zeng)經(jing)有(you)20多duo個ge日ri本ben士shi兵bing追zhui捕bu他ta,他ta逃tao進jin了le一yi座zuo古gu廟miao,藏zang在zai大da梁liang的de柱zhu子zi上shang,日ri本ben士shi兵bing衝chong進jin了le古gu廟miao,他ta們men把ba整zheng座zuo古gu廟miao都dou打da爛lan了le,日ri本ben人ren要yao殺sha他ta,他ta一yi個ge人ren單dan槍qiang匹pi馬ma麵mian對dui20多條槍口。1948年父親參加了平津戰役,他們的部隊和平解放北平。古城北平200wanrenminhebaiwanjunduianranhuodelexinsheng。tajianxinwulunweilaiwomendeguojianengbunengbiandegenghao,wulunweilaitanengbunengkanjian,tashizhongjianxinzhishaoweilaitadehaizikendingnenggoukanjian。xiaoshihouwodaoxuexiaodushu,kanjiantongxuemendebabadoushi20多歲,而我的爸爸已經60duosuile,wodexinlizongshijishangxinyounanguo。tahaigaosuwoyihouyaodaiwoquzhaoxiangde,haimeilaideji,tajiuqushile。jinwanyoujiaojiedeyueliang,juemeidexiangju,woshengchangzaizhegeshijieshangzuimeidedifang,danwodeyanliqueshizhongzhiyouni。baoxuejiangzhi,qianxingyuyuan。shengzhiyiyibuzaiyuhuo,erzaiyuzenmehuo。zongshizhegeweilaimeiyouwodefuqin,zongshitamendexingmingzhongjiangbeizhongrensuoyiwang。dantamendangniandefuchubuhuimeiyouyiyi。zhengyinweidangnianyouleqianqianwanwangexiangwofuqinzheyangweidadexianbei,womenxianzaicaijianlileyigeziyoupingdengminzhuhepingdexinzhongguo。woyouleshijieshangzuihaodegongzuo,wodegongzuokeyiheshijieshangwanqianrenjinxingfenxiang。zhongguozuihendedifangjiuzaiyuganzaijiebukaiguodeshihou,bazuihouyilimi,dangzuomeihaoweilaideyikezhongzizhongxiaqu。woduomexiwangxinzhongguodeyishengkeyichengweizhongguoshehuiyiqunyoudaode、有信仰、有理想、有you能neng力li的de人ren。吾wu輩bei理li當dang自zi強qiang不bu息xi。前qian輩bei們men嘔ou心xin瀝li血xue,披pi荊jing斬zhan棘ji,為wei民min族zu爭zheng取qu到dao了le最zui後hou一yi線xian生sheng機ji,是shi國guo家jia最zui黑hei暗an,民min族zu最zui無wu望wang的de時shi候hou,先xian輩bei們men挺ting身shen而er出chu。這zhe批pi人ren一yi無wu資zi源yuan,二er無wu名ming望wang,三san無wu影ying響xiang,四si無wu地di位wei,就jiu是shi一yi腔qiang熱re血xue。我wo也ye愛ai那na些xie腳jiao踏ta黃huang土tu上shang的de農nong民min。他ta們men的de生sheng活huo是shi極ji端duan艱jian苦ku的de,可ke是shi他ta們men誠cheng實shi、良善、勤儉。他們哪怕自己挨餓,也不惜拿出糧食、金jin錢qian,甚shen至zhi於yu他ta們men的de孩hai子zi,獻xian給gei國guo家jia。我wo們men何he其qi有you幸xing,我wo們men看kan見jian了le新xin中zhong國guo,在zai這zhe個ge新xin中zhong國guo裏li,鄉xiang村cun都dou美mei化hua得de像xiang花hua園yuan一yi樣yang。我wo們men就jiu應ying感gan恩en偉wei大da先xian輩bei們men的de英ying勇yong付fu出chu。我wo們men要yao生sheng生sheng世shi世shi,永yong永yong遠yuan遠yuan銘ming記ji他ta們men。我wo們men更geng要yao熱re愛ai我wo們men可ke愛ai的de祖zu國guo。我wo們men每mei一yi個ge人ren,是shi的de,每mei一yi個ge人ren都dou要yao永yong世shi銘ming記ji:天下興亡,匹夫有責。
My father’s work started from the secret code named “Mailbox 401”. When the New China was founded, the nation proposed the goal of building the Four Modernizations. My father told me in 1987 that our country would achieve the four modernizations, which means having upstairs, downstairs, electric lights, and telephones - the convenience of modern living. In the coldest winter of 1939, when the country was in grave danger and covered in deep darkness, my father headed north alone from Chongqing to join the troops of Fu Zuoyi, a famous anti-Japanese general. My father participated in the War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression, the most tragic war in the history of the Chinese nation. Every operation they carried out might have been the last in his life. Every time they went to battle, they held the determination to die. Back then, more than 20 Japanese soldiers were chasing him. He fled in an old temple and hid on the main beam. The Japanese soldiers rushed in and destroyed the entire temple. They wanted to kill him. He faced more than 20 gun barrels all by himself. In 1948, my father participated in the Pingjin Campaign. Their troops peacefully liberated Beiping. Two million people and one million soldiers in the ancient city of Beiping were reborn in peace. He had a firm belief that no matter whether the country would become better in the future or not, no matter whether he could see it himself or not, at least his child would definitely be able to witness the change. When I was a school kid, I saw that all my classmates’ fathers were in their twenties, while my own father was already over sixty, I felt sad about the gap. He promised me to take photos together, but he past away before fulfilling it. Tonight, there is a bright and graceful moon, and such a beautiful reunion. I grew up in the most beautiful place in the world, yet in my eyes there has always been only you. A blizzard is coming and we shall all move silently through the deepest abyss. The meaning of life is not in merely living, but in how one lives. Even if the future no longer has my father in it, even if their names will one day be forgotten by the people, their sacrifices in those years will never be meaningless. It is precisely because of thousands and thousands of great pioneers like my father that we have today’s New China, a nation of liberty, equality, democracy and peace. I now have the best career in the world, which allows me to share with thousands of people around the world. The most formidable and fearless part of China is that even when standing on the edge of survival, it dared to take the last grain of rice and plant it as a seed for a better future. How I hope that the doctors of New China can be a group of people in our society who have morality, faith, ideals, and ability. We, of our generation, should strive to rise and forge ourselves in strength. Our predecessors, with wholehearted dedication, cut through thorns and barriers, fought for the last glimmer of hope for the nation. They have no resource, no fame, no influence, no status, merely a heart full of passion. I also love those farmers who walk on yellow earth. Their life was extremely difficult, but they were honest, kind, thrifty. Even when they themselves were hungry, they would offered their food, their money, and even their children to the country. How fortunate are we to have seen the new China, in which even the countryside has become as beautiful as a garden. We should be grateful for the heroic devotion of our great predecessors. We shall remember them forever, from generation to generation. We should love our beloved motherland even more deeply. Each and every one of us, yes, every one, must remember for all eternity: Every inch of the land beneath our feet is soaked with the blood of our predecessors. Therefore, when the rise and fall of the nation is at stake, every citizen bears responsibility.
